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4/17/25 (the call happened earlier)
Today i wentt on a call with izzy. I would've ended it there, except for the fact I haven't called her in ~2-3 years. Now this is smt like the call went: IZZY: Heyy hows it going ME: Good, I guess, how about you? I: Fine Me: Nice...So, what's been happening? I: Nothing much really Me: Nice *pause* Me: Did you make any irl friends? I: Ohhh yeah I made a LOT of friends and I look so much better now I no longer look like a fugly bitch Me: I still suffer from resting bitch face lol I: No you're pretty! [unintelligible, we're talking over each other] I: I'll send some pics to you later Me: Oh and by the way Kira's here, she goes by a new name *holds speaker up to my computer* Ash: Well hello I: Oh hey Kira Me: It's Ash now I: Wait are you a therian Ash: What I: Move stupid whore! [she wasn't talking to us] Okay are you a therian Ash: No, I-- [unintelligible, we're talking over each other] I: .......you're a furry? Ash: What NO *laughing* Me: Didn't you have an otherkin phase though? Ash: Yes-- Me: Oh and also Jaycee is a boy now and goes by a new name, Star I: Jaycee? Omg I hated her she was such a fucking bitch. She would always talk behind me and Maiya's back.† Me: Oh, um.... Ash: [unintelligible] I: You're friends with Jaycee now? Me: Yea, sorta. Yea, she's our friend...she's calmed down a lot since. Ash: Yea. *unintelligible, we're talking over each other* I: Okay don't tell her I said that. Me: K...how bout we just stop talking about Jaycee, you leave her alone, we leave her alone. I: Yeah. *pause* I: So how's Jace? Me: He left our chat Ash: He's in my class, weird as ever. I: He sounds like a man now and he's in a new group chat with me, Maiya, and NiyLai Ash: NiyLai is pretty cool I: Ikr she's so sweet! Me: What does Jace sound like? I: So we were on a call with like the entire gc, Jace had his camrea off, and we were working out a thing. NiyLai had her family in the background, and then all of a sudden I hear this deep voice and I was like "damn NiyLai you bringing some adults here?" And turns out it wasn't them it was Jace. Me: Oh...wow.
4/17/25
I want to get a glowup, but I don't know how. Izzy actually looks like she's 15 now but she's 13 😭 Izzy as we recall sent me some pics of her glowup. She "no longer looks like a female Joel," In her own words (or as how I remember them.) My mom says my budget for a glowup is roughly $100 so I either need to a) keep it simple or b) buy from fast fashion. I'm pretty sure that's how Izzy did it actually. Shein seems like a good option but we'll have to see.
4/26/25
My honest review on k12 bc I have nothing else to do and Cava kinda sucks ass: I can name ~2 good things about this school: My friends and Mrs. Sanchez. Everything else was so mid. For instance, take the courses. First of all the workload was fucking huge. I see many people complaining on reddit about this as well. The avreage day we get 5-6 live sessions all around 45 minutes long, and 11 assignments with quizzes included. A lot of ppl point out that the sheer amount of assignments dwarfs their old school. Ig that's good in a way cause more work = better performance, but that's not always the case. The curriculm is dull and so fucking boring. It's diengaging and just a bunch of reading. If you actually want to be able to get thru the day, you have to a) skip every single page or b) skim over everything and head straight for the quiz. Math is the only subject in which i do not do this. Even my classmate said she usually doesn't read the lessons and after the live sessions flies to whatever's required. I don't fucking know how the scatterbrained people at this school program their courses. Ex. The weighted grades. So you're telling me that getting 17/20 on a quiz adds ~0.05% to your grade, but getting a 7/10 on another decreases it by 5%. Wow. There is either a lot of pressure on us students to study hard, or none at all. Despite sound very different the two of them are almost equally bad. Grades are also based a lot off of memorization and almost entirely on quizzes and assesments. If i was too lazy to complete lessons, I can just use ChatGPT. However I am not that kind of person and sometimes I regret it. Assesments also entirely dependent on memory and copying the examples. The school does not teach us why, only how. They except us to get 8 formulas down at a time and the next day, they should "be as instant as your multiplication tables." THAT IS AN ACTUAL QUOTE FROM THE OLMS. CAVA sugarcoats their WIN sessions so much and the actual sessions themselves are a BIG FAT STEAMING PILE OF SHIT. Even though I barely been there before I can testify that they're so fucking useless, so fucking shitty it pains me to even think of them. And the school is like "ooooohhhhh jjjust for students that needs a liiiitttllleee extra bit of help!" Like bitch what the actual hell. On the website, they try to convince parents of their "personalized learning plans" But in reality the teachers (most of them anyway) barely care about the individual student and just copy and paste from the lessons. I'm not kidding. I swear to god. I look at live sessions, it looks like normal practice. Then I look at the practice in the assignment, and BAM they're identical. The teacher has so many students to take care of and so little time to think of them as actual people. Also no offense (but if you're reading this you're intruding on my privacy anyway so gtfo) Some of these teachers are kinda old...My dad said he thought younger teachers should teach younger grades and I completely agree with him. Like old teachers should be college professors or smt. My current teacher is 54 or 55 y/o.
5/1/25
I luh ranting Anyway today we're headed for Canada again. For my book I plan to have Yvonne and her friend shit talk sm1 biut again idk who.

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